What's out there scares me..

It's like any other day.. peaceful and I was sitting on my bed.
I was bored out of my mind (I should have been doing my essay, dammit!), so I took my time thinking..
I don't know how it ended up like this, but my train of thoughts brought me to "do I really deserve her?"
I mean, we are happy and all, but I tend to overthink everything.
Well, I always think.. I mean, she did so many things for me, okay? and don't judge me.. but I've been planning to do things -sweet and romantic things- for her too.
But, I'm sure as hell I can't be romantic.
I try to plan some romantic things to do, but usually I will come to conclusion that what I want to do will not be romantic enough, or she won't even notice what I'm trying to do, or the worst case scenario, it will turn out cheesy and just plain bad. So I end up doing nothing.
Now I start to think, "is she really happy with me?"
I'm sure I am. But isn't this just me taking her for granted?
I want her to be happy too. But what can I do for her?
I don't know..

I just learnt that one of my friends did some sweet stuff for his crush on her birthday. Man, at times do I envy being him.
I'm sure if I did the same thing for her, it would come out cheesy.. perhaps a little bit creepy.
It's a women's dream to be treated with sweet and romantic things, right?
I'm not sure I can satisfy her.. (okay, that just sounds so wrong but you know what I mean) and I hate myself for that.

Am I 'that guy' in this relationship?

How can a couple of cold tiny hands gives such warmth?

Hands down, this is the best day in years!

So many things to do, so little time..

I can't keep lying to myself

It's cold tonight, and I need you here
It's weird how I've been keeping on missing you since the first day I met you

I'm touched.. super touched!
She really cares for me in her very own way.. I like that way..
She reminds me of Ronan Keating's song, When You Say Nothing At All.. it just fits her.