I was told that most of the things I wrote are about sad things, things with negative energy, and some other related stuffs. It's either sadness, anger, shame, self-hatred, etc. I never really thought about that until someone pointed it out. So maybe, it's really true.
Well, it's a possibility that my life actually isn't all that bad, it's just that I love writing about it to the extreme, sadly negatively. I don't really know why, but perhaps I like to think like a melancholia, I always assume sadness is more poetic, and I feel like most of us can relate to that kind of thing. It's sad, pathetic even. I'm fully aware of that. Not to mention, it actually attracts other negative things to my life which can make me more and more depressed.
But what to do? I like to write the way I like it, which is unfortunately negatively. And I feel happy when I'm doing it (now that's a paradox). Isn't that what really counts?
Anyway, I think I'll still continue to write this way, but perhaps now with some other spice of positive energy which hopefully can turn my way of viewing life.

And that's today's portion!