wrath. greed. sloth. pride. lust. envy. gluttony.

These are the seven deadly sins known to men. Apparently all men possess every single one of them, but the degree varies from person to person.
And if I have to evaluate my own self based on these sins from the highest degree to the lowest, then I guess it will be :

Envy. Greed. Sloth. Gluttony. Lust. Pride. Wrath

Yeah.. well.. I AM an envious person, I admit.. and I hate that. It's the sin I hate the most, yet I sin the hell out of it. (damn, I hate myself)
And for the sins I put as the lowest like pride and wrath, it's not like I never did those sins.
hell.. maybe I sinned more from those two than you from all of your sins combined!

*cough*
What I'm trying to say is.. they just have lower degree compared to my other sins.
..not that far lower, but lower.
..not like 100 to 10, but like 100 to 99.
..you don't understand what I'm saying, do you?

Anyway.. If I was given a chance to change myself out of these sins, again, from the highest to the lowest, I guess I will start with :

Envy. Sloth. Greed. Lust. Pride. Wrath. Gluttony

Yeah.. Envy is what I want to change the most, no doubt. I always feel guilty because of it, and yet I keep sinning away.
Perhaps it's really humans' tendency to fall into sins.

And I don't know why, even though I have more greed than sloth, I think I'd like to change sloth first. It's just sad not being productive in your life, you know?
...ahh here comes the greed. *irony detected*

But!
the actual point of this whole post is.. why change gluttony when you are blessed with all the food in the world??
It feels like such a waste, don't you think?

GLUTTONY IS LOVE. GLUTTONY IS LIFE.


...I will go to hell because of this sin, won't I?