If only I could turn back time..
There are so many things I want to change.. so many things I regret doing or not doing.
It starts to haunt me now.. but now is just too late.

Am I being too much of a dork?
I think it's high time I stopped being one..
I keep getting older and older.. so perhaps, I should start to act more like my age.
Well, to think about it, watching anime and collecting figures are useless anyway.
Okay.. now I see how dorky I actually am.
And it's waste of money.. Why did I even start?

*sigh*

I still love everything about Japan though..
Yeah.. but I should give the dorky part up.

Is there a word for situation where you just feel @#*$&&%*^#?

Should I invent one?

And just when I thought things have fallen into place..

You know what, forget about it..

Things finally start to fall into place! Wohoo!

and I can't be happier..

I'm so grateful for having this relationship.

I can't tell you how much I appreciate the things she has done for me. Well.. I can't tell HER that, because then she would think I was being too serious, and bla, bla, bla, and everything would be awkward. Our relationship is still one month old.

So here I am, telling you guys, whoever read this blog (there's a chance I'm just talking to myself though). You don't give a crap about my life, anyway.

Well, I just wish I could do the same for her..

Anyway, I did say I would start to write about more positive things that's happening in my life,and guess what, I'm being all positive right now!!

but..

The thing is, every time I feel this way, I tend to get lazy to write.

You know, when you are all happy and stuff, it's better to just enjoy it while it lasts. You don't get to be happy all day, mate. right? RIGHT?

What I'm trying to say is.. perhaps it's been my blog's fate to be filled with posts of sadness and despair (hell yeah I'm exaggerating here), because you know, I love writing more when I'm emotionally negative. It just feels.. right.

So.....

I guess that's all I have to tell.

What matters is that I'm happy, right?

Random thing:

So apparently I'm a type of guy who hurts his adam's apple by diving through his bed to reach for falling pillow..

And by the way, Final Fantasy VII is getting a remake! Wohoo!

It is sad how we live in a world where taking something for granted is not an unusual thing.
Everyone becomes selfish, they are willing to take, but have no intention to give anything in return.
Well, I am no exception, I'd say.

Human is an egoistic, narcissistic, self-centered creature from the very start, no doubt. Even technology advances are there to support that. Camera, press, social media, and recently this selfie stick (not really that big, but I just want to mention it as much as possible) is taking over the world to support this human's nature.

Well, as a result, everyone thinks themselves as exclusive and important, and that's how we started to take everything for granted. When things don't work according to our expectation, we blame others for not meeting our expectation, without realizing they have their own expectation.

We start conflicts..

Don't get me wrong, I realize how this post may sound so ironic, but well, what are you going to do?
I said I am human myself before. I am too an egoistic, narcissistic, and self-centered creature born to this world we're living in.
I was just wondering, "how sad actually are we?" you know, food for thought..

Can faith in humanity be restored?

Is it supposed to be like this? Or am I just too comfortable with the way it was before?